hanya kepada-Nya aku b'tawakal..

smkn b'tmbh arie,smkn m'cabar ilmu yg diperolehi.smkn byk ilmu Allah yg dibongkarkan dan disampaikan kpda hambaNya yg serba kekurangan.Segala2nya tlah m'buka mata bhwa ilmu Allah ini t'sangatlah tinggi dan b'nilai sehinggakan sekecil-kecil zarah pun tetap dipelajari. :)
Sesungguhnya,kefahaman itu milik Allah.Sebagai hamba,hanya mampu berdoa agar dibukakan pintu hati untuk mudah memahami segala2nya.Hikmah yg diberikan Allah kepada hambaNya tidak dapat dilihat secara zahirnya tetapi perlulah disedari dan diperbaiki dari saat ke saat.Ya Allah..Kau berikanlah kami kekuatan Ya Allah..untuk kami mencari ilmuMu di bumi anbia' ini Ya Allah.Kau permudahkanlah urusan kami di cn Ya Allah.Kau berikanlah kefahaman yg meluas kepada kami untuk menimba ilmu Mu ini Ya Allah.Kami sedar diri ini hamba yg lemah.Kami memerlukan pertolongan dan kekuatan Mu Ya Allah..amin ya rabbal al amin..

++ alzheimer disease ++

juz to let everyone know bout dis fatal disease since my sis mention about my late grandpa who was suffering for alzheimer.i really didn't know his condition.but one day,when i was here.sitting on my chair.keep reading bout alzheimer.remembring da moments with late grandpa.
umm..actually,pykt ney fatal.seriesly i don't know.really lack of knowledge.hehe.~ [ dat's y Allah chosee me to be a doc insyaAllah.] umm.back to da story.
alzheimer ney ada 7 stage.but,every stage is very severe if nobody detects it.stipa stage tu sememangnya t'jd kt tok ayh. let me share with u lil bit bout dis disease since a blog is not only for telling secret or wut.huhu..
STAGE 1 :
does not experience any memory problem[seem loke normal]

STAGE 2 :
- having memory lapse
- forget familiar words,location of everyday object

STAGE 3:
- losing/misplace valuable things
- trouble remember name when introduced to new people.

STAGE 4 :
- forget recent act.
- forget one's own history
- become moody or withdrawn

STAGE 5 :
- confused where they are or what day
- need help to choose proper cloth for occasion
- no require help to go to toilet/eating
- still remember significant detail bout him/herself and family
- tend to wander or lost

STAGE 6 :
- remember own name but difficult to remember own history
- need help in dressing
- major changes in sleep patterns
- need help in handling toileting

STAGE 7 :
- lose ability to respond to surrounding
- lose ability to smile
- lose ability to carry on conversation
- lose ability to sit without support
- lose ability to control movement

yg ney la stage yg ditempuhi oleh pskit alzheimer.so,for those who are reading my blog,plz take of ur beloved one when he/she is suffering for it.sesungguhnya ajal maut di tangan dan pengetahuan Allah semata2 :)
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**gloomy day**

umm,,nk tlis gk ntk entry ari ney.
seriesly ari ney yg plng sdey kot.pcek arab taxi ney t'lalulah diskrimanasi dan x b'atie prot.ada ka ptot,nek tksi tu smpai 5 gnih[t'lallulah mhal],naeknya 4 org ja.pastu dh la x antar smpai dpn u.saket atie..dy biorkan kmi kt seberang jln ja.ish..ish..ish..xptot2.pastu dh la kna lntas jln yg t'amatlah sesak.keta2 tu suma cm x dk break ja.pmndu2 suma dh ghairah drive smpai x asa cm nk benti keta pon kt kmi yg nk melintas ney..seriesly aku t'lalu sdey.
pastu otw nk blek plak,naek la taxi gak.kli ney,b'serah ja la pa2 nk jdi pon.tya la driver tu,tao x syari3 sesostrees kt mna.dy angguk bajet cm tao ja.skli msok2 taxi,dy tya plak kt mna..ptot kah???kmi jgk yg kna tnjuk jln.pastu skali dy charge 5 gnih jgk.ishh!!mmg t'lalu diskriminasi.try la mnx 4gnih ja.'oh..no!la'la'..
saket atie x...??

OLD MAN IN MIND~

_nothing interesting to be written_

salam.juz drop by here to typing all da nonsense thing to be shared.hehe..~~ really eager for dis moment.juz want to share my experience's life+my surrounding here and there.thinking wat to write.bcoz it's juz a few minutes-drop by.

um.going to story bout a man.an ordinary man.likely my late grandpa who dat i couldn't have da chance to take a look at him even a glance. *really full of misery* back to da origin.

dis man .. wat's so special bout him.haha.nothing special.juz , one day,he was walking behind us and keep calling. "bint..bint..bint.." "ahhh..it's juz a beggar"*in my mind. but,when i look at him.oh!his face was likely my late grandpa.dat tym,only Allah knows my feeling. he told us dat he need money for his daughter to buy medicine+really need 10 genih or 5 genih.he keep storied us n at da same tym,his tears was falling but juz lil bit. wargghh!!why could dis happen front of me??.hahah..without hesitate,^^,i became his assistant to get our tears falled.hahaa..my fren looking weird of me.haha.. [mcm byk dh grammar yg slh ney] in front of da crowd,i tried to ctrl myself.pretend to be a gud listener.

actually,da point dat i'm going to highlight is wherever u go,don't forget to aware of something. [ is it true? ] um..egypt is one of a country dat has da same problem with indonesia,india n etc.. dat is,dis blessing country is full of beggars.bcoz here,one who is very poor,really poor..one who is richest,still be the richest until certain tym.

* mnx maap sbb byk kot grammar yg slh ney.nk pektis ckp english byk2.haha..^^

ARDUL KINANAH .. ARDUL BARAKAH .. ~

alhamdulillah.aku dh selamat smpai dh :)
sepnjg khdpn di cni ok la.so far so gud,, um.. nth la.x reti nk cita cmna.cmni ney la cita dy..
org2 kt cni ok2 la.x der la jahat sgt.ada je yg baek :). sepnjg aku dok kt cni,aku da jmpx 3 org arab yg baek. :)- pacek taxi yg tlg bukak bonet+tya umo bapa+tlg agkt brg.
- akak yg tlg jga muzium yg sgt baek dan lemah lembut :) dy beria2 sgt soh kmi smyg dkt dlm muzium tu.pastu yg besnya,dy tlg bkak pntu yg aku pon bley bkak sndri :). baek kan dy ..??
- pacik yg bg cokelet free kt aku sbb aku phm apa yg dy ckp :) he was really excited sbb aku dpt translate apa yg dy ckp.hahaa..~~ [ riak2 ]dh..yg tu ja yg igt nk cita pasai kt cni. umm..nk cita pasai jln2 kt cni plak. kemarin aku bru ja jln2 kt cni.tmpt2 kt cni,,perghh!! cantek oo.. um,,kna tnjuk gmbar bru dpt buktikan.hehee..~~
apa lg nk cita eh..um..pasai jln kt cni la,ish2..amat menakutkan nk lintas jln.kna brani gla la.kna wat hebat aa kalo nk lntas.kna lalu ja depan keta tu.pastu kalo keta tu dh dkt sgt ngan kita,thn ja ngan tgn.,hehe.mksdnya soh pacik taxi tu stop jap la. um.. every tym nk lntas jln,msty kna pgng tgn kwn.kalo x,x ley la.haha..~~
ada kes skali tu,hampir2 ja kitorg nk kna lggar ngan keta.waaa..!! amat menakutkan.tp x pa la.it can make me to be more alert n careful la pasney.segala2nya bley b'ubah. umm.. apa lg aku nk cita ney.nth la.mknan2 kt cni,bley la.tp aku x mkn byk lg la mknan kt cni.bru mkn mknn malaysia ja.hehe,,nti la try mknan bru. umm.. aku da naek suma public transport kt cn.tram,tramco,taxi,bus,keta kuda pon da naek.haha..mhal kot keta kuda.4 geneh.haaa..~ dh la.x yh cita byk2 sgt.x dk idea.tgk gmbar la bes,,
tym ney kt dlm muntazar.b'backgroundkan istana farouk.bes. ^^ cntek..


tym ney plak kt the second largest library in the world.tp x msok pon.jln sesak sgt.x ley nk lintas.

Qaseh Mujahadah: Ustaz "Taliban"

Qaseh Mujahadah: Ustaz "Taliban"

the tym is getting near.. ^^

wink.* wink * dh nk fly away dh aku. um.. actually,x tao nk kta pa.

TAKOT . CUAK. NERVOUS.
SDEY. SEMANGAT!
suma prsaan dh ada skunk ney. takot sbb nk kna m'hdpi dunia medic yg full of difficulties. tp kalo nk ikot susah,all da fields susah kan.
bak kta suhaila.ALLAH tau yg kmi mampu ntk m'hdpi suma ney and dat's He fates us to stay there which is AEXANDRIA.sbb apa yg kmi semua tao alex ney dy bit difficult la.and starting from last year,dh ada p'ubahan lam sistem p'belajaran.ummm...it makes us become more nervous bisirohah.

ntk sapa2 yg bca entry aku ney.mrilah kita b'sma2 berdoa agar p'jlnan kta ntk menempuh sgla bidang yg kta bakal dan harus tempuhi.kta dpt tempuhi dgn pnuh kesbaran + kehambaan + kekuatan jiwa + rohani + fizikal..bla.bla..
to all my frens especially bdk2 KIBA IKIP .aku ucapkan "IKIP!,SHADDA HELAK" ntk korg suma.smoga kita sma2 kuat ntk menempuh sgla onak dan cabaran kita kt sana nti.INSYAALLAH.n secara amnya ntk suma bakal2 student alexandria university :)ney la kwn2 yg sntiasa b'sma2 selama 3 bulan kt cherating nuh..hehe..SHADDA HELAK ILA KULLUKUM!! :)

p/s : not forget my fren .NAZIHAH AMIN.heee..~~ gdlarx wei :)
jgn lupa aku kt sana.mntg2 da geng bru.hiii...^^

um..dh lma terbiar blog ney ..=,=
haha..siannyaa blog aku..~~ ari ney fes posa.mcm besa la.tp seriesly ada rsa zuq keberkatan bulan ramadhan ney :)..leh..?
----> BULAN YANG PENOH KEBERKATAN :)))
ayyaa..xtao la nk tlis apa.um.cuma m'harap ramadhan kali ney btoi2 m'bawa kelainan dan perubahan yg besar dlm dri ney.ameen..~~

hilwatul hayah ~~

i've been not updated dis blog for a long tym.huuhu..wahisytini awi..^^.dh almost 2 months dh aku kt kursus ney and i've learnt many things here.from da lahiriah until for da batiniah..i feel bit different here.mumkin al-biah hena maiz min makan ukhra.kt cni sntsa b'gelumang dgn bhsa arab.hehe..tp yg besnya and i'm really grateful when aku dh bley sket2 translate ayt quran though foa a little bit.lakinna,syukrulillah..^_^.and i also discover dat arabic language is vry beautiful.aku igtkan selama ney yg org dok ckp2 tu sja2 ja,konon2 nk bg ayat sdp la,but i'm wrong!..arabiah laziz jiddan.hehe..=)besides,aku jgk dh phm dh cra hidop dgn mnsia yg plbgai rgam ney.aku sntsa kna blajarntk trima org seadayg mgkn.x bley kalo nk ikot khndak dri ja.emm..

feel like want to type again,:)hurm..currently,i feel extremely proud *in a gud meaning* of all my frens who are goin' success in their life,INSYAALLAH..they are now are stepping more confident and full of spirit to get wat they deserve in their life and what they desire for almost of their life..=)congratz to all my frens.and let me keep their names in my blog to make sure dat i won't forget them..hehe,,: ^_^

syaRFina sYAHida abDul yaMin - medic egypt -
nuRul NajihAH bt KhaliD - medic egypt - >
nur nAziHAH bt moHd aMin - medic egypt -
daLilah liyANa bt mD.badRi - dentist egypt -
tASniM bt moHd nIzam - dentist jordan
aisyah AnISAh bt suHaimI - pharmacy australia -
amiRah hUSna bt noRanI - medic india -
isMAt haZim bin zaiNAL - chem eng/biotech uk -
mOHD asyRaf bin iBrahiM - eng germany -
abDullah fAhmI bin roHime - medic egypt -
moHD soBiriN bin saKumOning - eng japan -

and not forget to all my frens who are studying locally.u're still da best!da most important is don't brag for wat ALLAH has give to us.des are da obstacles and test dat He want us to face.always remember Him in what we're doing..^_^


TENGS TEACHERS FOR ALL DA SACRIFIES ..:)

~sweet bitter in KIBA~

fes n almost..say thanks to ALLAH for givin' me da chances to become one of da student to UNIVERSITY OF ALEXANDRIA :) and thanks also to da MARA to accept me as da student for da SPC.emm..nth la nk kta pa,jd cam t'haru ada gk bla dok menaip ney.haha..feelng t'lbh plak dh..hurm..rsa syukur sgt..:)all da sacrifies dat my parents had done for me are worth it.they had done many things to me.luv u so much =)..atra prkra2 yg umi ng abah buat kt aku sblom p i.v adlh:
~ BELI BAJU UTK I.V DAT COST ALMOST 2 HUNDRED INCLUDING DA SHOES.
~ SEND ME TO DA I.V CLASS FOR DA PREPARATON DAT COST ALMOST 4 HUNDRED.
pstu x cmpoq lg dgn brg2 nk p preparation..fuhh!!t'lalu byk pgrbnan yg dilakukan.so,aku b'tekad dan b'azam akn m'beri yg t'baek for them.aaaa..~~feeling..

ok!let's explore my life in KIBA.KIBA is stands for KURSUS INTENSIF BAHASA ARAB.kmi mmg semta2 didedahkan dgn bhsa arab shja.so,all da tym,we've to speak arabic by hook or by crook..~~tp ok gk la,bley la mnmbhkan vocab2 arab sket kan.then,yg plng bes,kmi kt cni x dok kt asrma,kmi suma dok resot yg ada tv,ekon,bla..bla..bla..hehe..resotku jannati.heh.stp 2 mgu skali bley la kluaq p kuantan or kemaman.ok la:)

aku pon dh blajaq byk gk la psai arab ney.atra subjek yg kmi blajaq:

-arab 'ammi dat is arab mesir yg t'lalu beza ngn arab fushah

- arab fushah yg dok blajaq kt skolh tu

- arab lilmubtadiin dat is arab p'mulaan

- arab ntk p'ubtn..

so far so gud la:)'ammi yg plng bes la sbb bljaq bnd bru..cthnya,kalo fushah kta ckp kaifa haluka.tp kalo 'ammi, izzaiyak..kan beza byk tu..dh la.xlrt dh nk tleh.nti kalo da bnda2 bes ;g.aku post la lg.heh..

*tengs k.ngah sbb dh b'jya m'cantekkan sket blog widad ;p

hurm..rini pon asa cam nk menaip ja lg.heh.erm..rini aku dh buat stu bnda yg aku asa bslh ngt.wuuaa!!..heh..umi aku soh pi jga koop kt mktb tu,tp aku x mao.mleh la..tensyen r bla org2 bsaq pggey aku 'kak'.huh!bikin panas sja...rsa cm nk pkai tag nma kta yg aku ney bru lpas spm doh.hurm..biaq la.hah!aq bru tao byk bnd lpas aku bca 2 bku ney.ok.tjok bku dy aku x igt.tp ilmu yg dibri lam tu aku igt r.
-mnjga mertua adlh baek dri mnjga parents sndri.erm..tp mybe da syrt len kot.nth.
-di dlm kpla kta ada 300 rmbut dan d setiap rmbt t'dpt p'buluh drh,otot,urat saraf,klnjar lmak ..
-stiap 5 mnit,stgh juta sel mati di dlm dndg mlut bhgn dlm hgga akhrnya digntikn oleh stgh juta sel yg bru plak.
wow..subhanallah..=)hebat sggoh Allah cpta kta kan.

hah..abeh sdh i.v aku ng mara kmrin..alhamdulillah.=)huhu..aku bantai ja ckp kt panel tu.dok dpn tu cam ala2 konfiden gla r..pdhai ktaq gk.hehe.hurm..n alhamdulillah gk,soklan yg depa tya,bley kta 80% la aku dh ready ng jwpn.so..bntai ja ckp.atra soklan2 yg ditya kt aku ::

-why medicine,not engineering or accountancy?

-what country do u want to go?

-which university?

-what do u want to specialise?

-who inspire u to be a neuro-surgeon?

-n blaa..bla..bla..

n lastly tym nk abeh i.v tu,panel tu tya da soklan nk tya.then,aku tya la stu soklan ney..

"what advice dat u should gve to me if i want to study overc?"

..pstu panel tu tya what type of advice.pstu aku kta.."how i want to protect myself from arabic people.?"hahah..depa gelak ja kt aku..ngeh btoi la..~~and now,i'm prayin' for my success n i really hope to get da scholar..hope Allah will bless me..:)

- my fes writin' -

hehe..lastly,tao jgk aku nk buat blog..huhu.hurm..nothing to rite la..dunno lgi.msih dlm thp kebluran yg x dpt dibuang lgi..aku ney bknnya jnis yg ska nk menuleh pa2 ntk dikgsi.tp sja r bt blog.k la..nothing else thandoing nothing..waaa~~~pa ayt ney,,xphm btoi.^_^

plkn is not as bad as i guess

dis are ma fren durin' my plkn..haha..~~kmi m'harungi bad + gud day at plkn b'sama.our clan was named SONY ERICSSON.^_^.dat's coz kmi suma gna nset s.e..huh,,lampix ney ney xdk yus la..bru pas abeh gna M16 ney.,=)

luv u all~

nurul najihah

anis izzati

khayatun nasuha

ain zakiah

nor idayu

yusrina